Yearly, as soon as Christmas time arrives, one thing that I
really anticipate is the Simbang Gabi. For the past years, which started back
when I was in high school, I’ve been really doing my best to complete the 9
days of dawn masses. I’ve been
completing it most of the time. If I have an absent, I must be sick or there
must be some valid reason. When I was in college, it was such a struggle
because there were times when I had to attend the mass alone. It was a bit
scary because there is always danger in walking alone most especially in that
time of the day. But God had graciously kept me safe from any harm in a span of
four years. How great is that? On the other side, it was really more enjoyable
when there were many of us in the dorm who attended the mass together
They say that when you are able to complete the nine days of
masses and you make a wish, it will surely come true. Well, to tell you
honestly, it’s also one of my driving force and I think God had granted most of
my wishes. I remember, I would almost cry when I had to wake up so early and I
didn’t have enough sleep because I had to stay up late at night reviewing for
my exams. It was a struggle and a sacrifice, too! And I think God has rewarded
me very well for it! I graduated and passed the board exam and now I’m already
a working professional.
This year, I really intend to complete another nine days of
Simbang Gabi. But the ridiculous thing is that on the first day, I was late! I
set my alarm clocks, yes, there were two of them. And yes, I was awakened and I
turned them off, but I didn’t rise immediately. And guess what! In a matter of
second, I drifted back into my sleep! I was awakened at around 4:45 (the mass
starts at 4:00). I felt so sad and terrible! The thought of my record being
ruined really troubled me. But an “angel” helped me. I texted a friend who
attended the mass and expressed my dismay about not being able to wake up
early. Surprisingly, she replied and told me that the mass is just in the
homily part and I could still catch up. My spirit was lifted and I woke up my
mom and we rushed and headed into the church. Well, technically, we were able
to attend the mass. But it was not really that satisfying for me! I must not
let it happen again! God help me!
Lessons learned? First, never ignore your precious alarm
clock.Seriously! Second, it’s better to be late than never.
I must and I will complete it! :)
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